the fifty cents.
eunicee jotted on Friday, July 29, 2005 @ 11:01 PM
the incident of the ten cents and the fifty cents on bus 74.
eunice*
baabaablacksheep.
eunicee jotted on Thursday, July 28, 2005 @ 4:05 PM
and i thought, God understands..
listening to the songs for next sunday GB enrolment service..they're nice! but...i dunno how to fill in the songs x_x my creative juices never existed anw. hmm there are million and one things to do now..grr. i can't wait for my holidays! which also means my birthday! =) okay i currently dunno what to blog here..seems everytime i have flying thoughts, but once i want to take them down, they disappear..grr.
hang on to his promise and it'll strangle you.
hang on to His promise and you will live.
definition:
a. Artlessness or credulity
b.lack of sophistication or worldliness
eunice*
bang
janice jotted on Wednesday, July 27, 2005 @ 5:05 PM
two things i hate when im cycling
1. banging against creepy crawlies
2. reckless motorists
i've encountered two incidents for each of the above so far
1. banging into creepy crawlies
a) i smack right into a caterpillar that is hanging from a tree and it clung stubbornly onto my skirt. totally gross. and of all places, it gotta be the face!
b) smacking once again into a retarded small butterfly and it clung onto my blouse again
i hope there wouldnt be anymore caterpillars hanging from the tree or retarded butterflies that is flying way too slow to avoid banging into me. totally gross. just dont touch me and i ll appreciate u.
2. reckless motorists
a) the driver is supposed to give way to me. cos he is driving out of the T-junction. apparently, her didnt think i was worth his attention. had i continued cycling, he would have probably knocked me down with no regrets. i was so pissed off, i wanted to point my middle finger at him. haha.. just kidding. but i was really pissed. this is a life he is playing with.
b) i was crossing a two lane zebra crossing. i made sure the car on the first lane noticed my presence before i made my way across. but the car on the second lane was probably in lala land and she continued driving. i came to a abrupt stop so did she. a very close shave indeed. again, i wasnt too happy. what the heck is she thinking about man?. i glared at her. but she gestured to me to show that she was sorry, so my anger subsided. at least she was aware that she was in the wrong. no like some gu gu guy, who apparently thinks that the bigger vehicle have an authority over the smaller one.
probably my friend is right. the motorists rule when it comes to travelling on the road. i guess we should NEVER trust ANY motorist.
no wonder my dad got worried for me. he trusted me, but he didnt trust the motorists.
this is the second time, i told my friend, 'i almost died'
way cool
sometimes, i wonder what it would be like if i really got into an accident. ha! but i dont wanna die yet. cos if i go to heaven, and Jesus ask what i have done for Him,i would probably take very long to answer him.
dont want~! dont want~!
*janice*
na·ïve·ty
eunicee jotted on Monday, July 25, 2005 @ 9:20 PM
naivety.
eunice*
silence edited.
eunicee jotted on Saturday, July 23, 2005 @ 11:28 PM
sometimes, just sitting next to your beloved one (can be ur friends) silently infront of an open scenery is so nice. you two don't have to speak, just listen. yeahh i agree silence sometimes is just so awkward and weird..but i'm not talking about that silence..even over the phone, two pple can just keep quiet but enjoy the company..janice can do that! we can just keep quiet over the phone for a few minutes and suddenly i say bye bye! den we hang up the phone..
i know i'm becoming quieter by the day, reason i know not why..but i feel comfortable keeping quiet..i'm not angry nor nonsensical but just keeping quiet and listening to the people around u talk or even just listen to your thoughts, stay in your own world since the whole world wants to talk and noise seems a must to be around them constantly....it seems so nice, but i hope to have friends that can accept that quietness...just walking beside me all silent...but i know i have God..He's always there...sometimes we just have to silence ourselves to hear Him...
i don't mind spending a day just looking at nature silently.
eunice*
blahh
eunicee jotted on Friday, July 22, 2005 @ 8:17 PM
let me warn all readers that this post is rather jumpy. okay rather, my thoughts are...jumpy. okay here it goes..
hello.
i'm quite dead for piano exam. like..totally dead =|
bahh.
will i pass my exam? i hope so..
like..almost everything revolving around my mind is..piano exam. it's killing me.
i can't do my school work, study, listen in lecture properly because..something's EATING MY MIND.
okay i think u get what i mean..hahaha..
well, proper band practice starts tmr..and i haven't research on CYMBALS i'm dead. dr lee's going to kill percu. x_x
okay i'm back to thinking about my piano exam.
i bet u're going to say, it's not like thinking of it will help u pass your exam..
but then, it overwhelms my mind at the moment. bah.
oh yah i've updated the photos for grace's farewell and for church camp..the photos that i took are niiiiceee!
suddenly i listened to ms chong's cd for debussy. whooo! he's my favourite now..really he's really good. wait, debussy is a guy right. ahhaahah i dunno, i just love his songs...especially clair de lune. okay everyone in the world should listen to it now. okay i'm insane. like really, OH MY GOODNESS i can't emphasise this more than ever..debussy songs are cooool. x_x okay piano eats me.
eunice*
yupp
eunicee jotted on Wednesday, July 20, 2005 @ 9:09 PM
janice leow shutup. i din force you to blog k. =) hee.
and God comes to save the day. whoooo~
dear janice and serene leow, i think both of you can be buddies (of course i'm the best buddies of you two.. =) ) besides the fact you two have the same surname, YOU TWO NEVER STUDY STILL SAY WHAT U ALL STUDY. *growls* you two better start studying, if janice wants to score well for A levels and if serene wants to pass promos. grr. lazy piggies.
eunice*
blog
janice jotted on @ 3:27 PM
eunice forced me to write an entry
probably was just thinking about life after As
and what i really wanna do
i dunno why practically nobody support me in my decision to go into the tourism industry
is it that bad to be more specific in my area of study?
sigh
i really really really really really really really wanna go australia to study
but the cost is also really really really really really really high
so, its either i stop thinking or be more indedendant by finding my own source of money
ha..
i can almost imagine what eunice is going to say
ya.. thats whats happening in my life right now
i think i can prob just start by scoring As in my As
which is highly impossible
take care and God bless!
*janice*
melancholy.
eunicee jotted on Tuesday, July 19, 2005 @ 7:16 PM
A safe music haven turned into a bitchfield of politics. taking too obvious sides. many misuderstandings, myths and mendacious statements have been weaved by Twisted Tongue. a disappointment. cave in on me with four walls, hide me from this world! bring me to a place where the silence of peace surpasses all sounds....
and then maybe each day will not be so difficult to pass.
eunice*
whoooo
eunicee jotted on Saturday, July 16, 2005 @ 11:42 PM
UH HUH!! wasbe conference is over! well, have been reaching home late these few days.didn't have the time to blog or to do my homework x_x blahh..well, i'll blog a proper post soon..but..everyone contradicts themselves so badly..bahh..
want.
lose control.
release.
ephemeral gravitation.
intangible surroundings.
tangible weight of emotions.
turmoiled.
focus.
wants.
eunice*
fried too
janice jotted on Monday, July 11, 2005 @ 4:02 PM
hi!
im here to announce that eunice cant be as fried as i am for the mid year exams
i double fried myself by allowing most of my papers to fall by one grade from the previous common test results
and i got deducted 7 marks for not stating my questions on my physical geog answer script
i do not mind getting low grades
beacuse that is just a reflection on how much effort i've put in
but to deduct 7 marks for no good reason??
is MISERABLE!!!
i was in anguish truly
that is a grade difference!!!
i feel like giving up all together
serious...
what do we get from working our ass off?
it feels so aimless and redundant
but im reminded constantly of the Higher Purpose
Lord, stengthen me i pray
show me and everyone around that there is nothing i can do without You
for You said:
" i can do EVERYTHING through Him who gives me strength."
Philippians 4:13
i abide in your promises....
**janice
ironicity
eunicee jotted on Saturday, July 09, 2005 @ 7:51 PM
ironicity fills the world. think of it, even you who are reading this post are ironic and contradictory to a certain extent. say you hate this person's blahh, say this is right and that is wrong, say one must do it. but yet again, pause to think. are you even doing what you say. whether if you do what you hate, or you don't do what you say, one is an irony. to err is human, sure. well, of course i do contradict my actions and words sometimes. so therefore, stop and think if what you are doing is contradicting what you "believe" for/in. ironicity occurs at random times of the day, and i hate it. bah, what an irony.
oh yah i'm fine if you think i ain't while reading this post. this is my random thought for the day. =)
eunice*
why.
eunicee jotted on Friday, July 08, 2005 @ 7:36 PM
i dunno what to blog about. ohwells...
got back my results for terms and i'm FRIED. x_x FRIED DEAD. for eg, i FAILED GP. bahh.
anw the photos are up so yupp go look at my nice ugly pictures. =)
my birthday is coming soon so pple, pls prepare ur presents.thanks.
eunice*
im not much better
janice jotted on Thursday, July 07, 2005 @ 7:49 PM
wow.. eunice have such strong determination!
its not bad to be competitive
at least you wont be immune to the feeling of getting low grades
i screwed up my GP too..
not like i didnt for the past year and a half
im not sure what im going to do..
go for tuition?
but that would mean money required
i always believe in doing ur part and u can do well.
haha....
but thank God anyway.
my results are quite good considering i only spent a week on everything
i have a fren that made a comment late last year that she wanna be like me
at that time, she failed her maths miserably
and im one of the top scorers
now, her score is the same as mine.
so, its not that bad to be competitive
hahahahaa...
but what am i doing?
i've not done much to improve myself! :)
done. dead.
eunicee jotted on @ 6:33 PM
haii i got back my term exam results and whoo i screwed it up. gasps. i promise to study twice as hard to take away the top position she got for math. okay this sounds so totally competitive. but too bad. bah.
eunice*
....
janice jotted on Monday, July 04, 2005 @ 12:27 AM
im sunburnt!! but whens the last time i did? a decade ago? haha... we played the phantom of the opera today again. eunice and i agreed that it wasnt as well done as the first concert. yea.. i missed my meloday at a crucial part. **curses but mrs ng commented that its powerful enough. ya.. i was trying to break down the piano unsuccessfully. hee.. :) eunice is still bothered about her solo piece. she felt that she didnt do well. but to me, its fine. whats more, she only started memorising about one week ago. i ll fair much poorer if im the one playing. yup.. so, eunice, dun brood over it. :)
we went shopping but i became very tired all of a sudden. mom say its cos of the shoes. i totally agree. :) plus the things arent to our interest. ok, most. and there were so many people cos theres a makan fair. i hate crowded places. it makes me giddy and messed up. dunlike! so, after walking once through, we left. some shoppin day! :( anyway, eunice saw this skirt that she liked but the price is too high. i felt that if she realy like it and will always wear it, its fine. plus she dun really have much chance to go shopping anymore. ya... but come to money wise, its difficult. like when i saw this jacket that was really nice too, i didnt buy it cos its over $60. :( when will we find nice and affordable stuffs at this age? :(
im beat. tata.
**janice
wheeeeee
eunicee jotted on Friday, July 01, 2005 @ 7:58 PM
uh huh yay! terms are finally over. haii but mixed feelings coz i haven't done my term 3 homework ..which is due next week..complainscomplainswhineswhines* okay enough abt school work. just some random thoughts now..
it's interesting how people around us affect us. the ones that most affect us is of course our loved ones..like friends, family etc..secondly, it's the pple we don't love. hmm well i dunno if it happens to you but then it does to me. like..whatever the person does irritates me or something..well, we shld love them right..hahah love your neighbours..another thing that my friend (david's blog) noted was that often, it's not us (the guai etc) that fully understand what's friendship and brotherhood, but it's pple that we don't want to mix with (ah bengs etc.) that really stick out for their friends, showing love and care...loyalty whatever the case..and how christians are suppose to love their neighbours..okay it's true we shldn't fight whatever the case it..it's just the pt on that lahh..okok i gotta eat dinner..will post another day thenn..
my guts
janice jotted on @ 2:28 PM
this blog excites me. cos its shared among my three buddies.
but we must keep this going.
and i believe only eunice can do the maintanence.
shes such a computer addict! :D
anyway, i feel that this blog is gonna be my pouring-out-of-soul place
at least for the time being
reason no.1: not many pple know this blog yet
no.2: i cant do that at my blog. my school frens are reading it
no.3: i can mention God here as much as i want. not that i didnt at my blog though. just that i can do it more often here! :)
no4: my buddies can comment and we can encourage each other plus know more about each other amidst our busy schedules?
........
anyway, i wanna share that im such a idiot yesterday.
peiling asked me whether i would like to go orchard after our last paper yeaterday.
and i absentmindedly say:' no, i cant. cos i havent finish planning for the outreach.'
once that last word came out of my mouth, i practically feel like KILLING MYSELF!
im such an idiot.
here i am, telling my pre-believer fren that the event that she understand to be JUST amzaing race GAME, is actually an event to reach out.
i hope she ll be simple minded as usual not to feel awkward enough.
i mean, if she thinks about it. then she ll understand that theres another agenda behind this event and if im her, i ll most probably feel uncomfortable about it.
one reassuring point is that, she is not as analystic(is there such a word?i think so right...) as i am.
THANK GOD
neverthless, i thank God that she, together with her brother and chinying agreed to come down to play. thank God. thank God.
the only sad thing is, i wished that she wouldnt be leaving early.
i think becky has a point
she said:' why are your frens always leaving early? the concert day, they left early too.'
come to think about it, its true.
the previous otreach, they had to leave immediately(equaivelent to leaving early) to go to city harvest church event at indoor. then again, at indoor they gotta leave early to go home.
wa....!
then this BBQ! i felt so exasperated to the point of despair when i read the sms that the BBQ is comfirmed at peiling's house on the same day!
i was like:' but PEILING! YOU AGREED TO COME THIS EVENT LIKE 1 MONTH AGO! '
thats why i feel that theres like so many things hindering.
Lord, may it be Your will! :)
okok..
i wrote alot.
time to go plan my icebreaker games. :)
GOD BLESS!
