useless studying.
eunicee jotted on Thursday, October 06, 2005 @ 5:40 PM
rants. i wonder how many of us study uselessly? stressfully swallowing what's required of you before you step inside the examination hall only to regurgitate them out, and leaving after a three hour paper, deleting all that you have studied over the past days immediately after that exams. Or, spending endless nights, weeks and months forcing out that thesis paper for your degree, perhaps compromising your sleep, health, enjoyment etc..and then yay! you get your certificate. then you will ask yourself the big question. WHAT AM I GOING TO DO AFTER THIS? HMM.
and then the hugee revelation comes to you. i want to be a housewife. or something that's TOTALLY unrelated to your years of studying. that's just stupid. you wasted all your years studying, with the stress level so high it takes away some years of your life, and all your sweat and pain. just doesn't make sense..
yess i know. perhaps only now is the right time you fulfil your calling from God. or like He's been preparing you through the many years. but still, you think back of all that stress, anxiety and EVERYTHING you have done in ur schooling years. just a waste of effort and time. almost useless (i emphasise almost.)
i think it's because of the promos i'm having now that caused this argghy feeling. bahh. i'm sleepy.
eunice*
