a load. off!
eunicee jotted on Sunday, March 04, 2007 @ 12:02 AM
i've got a couple of things to write about, but i haven't really thought through them. Like, how am i going to express these thoughts. and i'm lazy to think. haha!
in any case, the thoughts run from how there is an increase in the number of mentally unstable people i meet nowadays (makes me wonder if there really is an increase in the numbers in Singapore, or it just always has been like this. rather disheartening i must say, so many pple losing their sanity perhaps because of the things they've gone thru, when all they could have done is to really know the Lord. yeah.. and they are really scary to me. as in, not a despising kind of scary, but really scary feeling. like, the unknown or something.), to how those adolescents who aren't the typical mainstream kind (but then again, what is considered mainstream. hmm.) (i noticed that actually in some of them, they really are fearful and insecure huh. going against rules, dressing and all those stuff. just fades away.. a facade or something.), and also to watching sad love dramas (i was pondering on the aegean sea show on saturday afternoons at 2pm which has sappy heart wrenching plots of how this girl likes this guy but the guy is forced to marry another girl. you know, those kind. and the girl looks at the guy longingly..... craving and screaming out for his attention by standing at one corner looking so sad. hmm, i wonder if we, the viewers, by watching these kinds of show end up craving for that craving for another's attention. do you get what i mean? hahaha! i don't know, it's that gut writhing feeling. mm!).
ah, that's a load off my mind, but i know it's very difficult to read huh. those parenthesis makes it all so confusing, but it's alright if you don't get it! wheeeee i blog to relieve my pondering mind. except for one thing, which i really would like to write about it in a nicer way..
