DO
janice jotted on Sunday, March 18, 2007 @ 2:12 AM
willing yourself to do something which you would prefer not to
that is part of what 'discipline' is
i feel like im running away from what God is asking me to do
it is so clear cut
but im like a spoilt little kid that goes shaking her head in rebellion, shutting her ears with her hands
and shouting at the top of her voice 'i dont want to hear it! i dont want to hear it!'