eunicee jotted on Saturday, February 07, 2009 @ 10:22 PM
me, janice and becca watched a dvd called "Trade". Becca wanted something "inspirational" so we thought this would be. but this show traumatised me greatly. It talks about trafficking of children (girls AND BOYS) and young women for sex trade, and earn money by letting men rape them and auctioning them off to paedophiles. it's M18 and horrifically grotesque.
This isn't the first time i watched a show about raping of women at the borders of mexico and america. the other time was when my family went kuching. i got so scared and traumatised i had to share a single bed with luz. I bet it's like this at the borders even right now as you read this.
It really is very traumatising. and real.
When i reflect on these, i am just speechless. Here in singapore, we complain about school, friendship problems, work issues, relationship problems, even how tiring ministry work is. Yet, girls and boys at other parts of the world are being raped brutally, and they wait in fear and suffer the feeling of dirtiness after being treated as such.
How is it possible to love paedophiles? God loves the person and hates the sin. But how is it possible to love paedophiles? And when i think of how, in God's eyes, my one sin is equivalent to each time these pple sexually abuse others, i can't help but have to keep quiet. God is love. He really is. I really want to be like Him and do as how He does it. But I, for now, am unable to comprehend it.
