melancholy.
eunicee jotted on Thursday, September 08, 2005 @ 3:24 PM
i feel a want..
a want to dance..
i feel a need..
a need for me to play the piano..
i feel a fear..
a fear of incompetency..
i feel an expectation..
an expectation to study..
i'm losing control..
control of my choice to be joyful..
i'm losing sense..
sense of my surroundings..
i'm losing my mind..
mind of logic..
i'm losing everything..
everything of me..
but then again, what is 'me'?
i then feel a cry..
a cry for You.
-more to life-
There's gotta be more to life...
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I'm..
Trippin' out thinkin' there must be more to life
Well it's life, but I'm sure...There's gotta be more
you know i hate writing..when i write, i know they'll come true..it always has..
eunice*
