the blues.
eunicee jotted on Tuesday, October 18, 2005 @ 7:37 PM
the blues.
the past few days have been depressing ones for a couple of people i know. it's kinda frustrating when you can't control your emotions. you have to control, suppress and even pretend you're fine, which is just horrible. but then again, we grow i suppose.
what i hope for now is, to pass my chem, to feel better, and and and...the list goes on. i hate to fail chem.
sighh. now the sighh is coming uncontrollably again. i think it's the idea of having band after school everyday and the idea of going home after school and the idea of not being able to go out after school that are depresssive. and many ideas of many things too.
may we all feel better soon.
"How vital is it for the Holy Spirit to put oil into the machinery of a Christian worker's life when he or she is trying to pump oil for others? Unless our own machinery is running smoothly people will not believe we have oil for the needs of others. How can we witness to others if it is obvious that our own lives are ineffectual?" -- everyday with Jesus.
eunice*
